Grandmother's philosophy

Again is a pure clear seasonal changes, I with family to visit grave for grandmother, originally desolate and silent eastern mountain the one clamor now, all of full mountains are the persons who visits grave and has an outing, the top of hill grave gets grave, more than 20 year agos this top of hill doesn't have a few graves, now but like the city extended flow out crowded miscellaneous disorderly, similar wealth not well distributed, the grave having is sumptuous, the stone tablet stone of the base granite of marble, costing can buy a set of house in the city, this kind of grave up puts a pure clear flower, colourful, the paper money floats a dance in the light breeze, firecracker voice this that Fu, have of grave before still put fresh flowers and sacrificial offering.Some graves then a heap of loess is a few Jing Las, no man asks about, grandmother's grave has a grave for several years under the nobodies all visited grave, I poke aside a grass cluster and see from the tombstone a host make Wu Bing Hua be given birth to to a pure Tao Kuang year, signing stone tablet the person is his daughter's son-in-law, feared to also pass away now, and this broke joss stick.I visit grave to all want to put on this grave each time how many pure clear flowers, isn't only sympathetic toward, is also a grandmother to act charitably, grandmother is all doing a good turn to have a heart from cradle to the grave, one doesn't have cultural height however one meter is five women, an only have three inch gold lotus be engaged in the woman of manual labor over a long period of time,continued a household, depend of is what?I for this think for a long time, I think that what she depend is what spirit depend to is philosophy, the poor people settles down of philosophy.Does grandmother understand philosophy?Don't understand, she doesn't understand Lao Tze's Confucius, don't know the Hegelian mark thinks and have never heard the Buddha Luo Yi of Nietzsche is virtuous, but she has her to behave conducting standard, she has her life philosophy, I lived together with her since the childhood very long-term, her living philosophy to me influence very deeply, though I incompletely agreed with her philosophy,I could not get away from her to the influence that I thought again, a printing of personal childhood's recording will influence the person's whole life like vaccine, grandmother's philosophy.Kind and artificial kind is grandmother signs a body of originally, at the time that grandmother died I just had deep comprehension to her behavior.An old man who has no wealth to have no power and influence, die hereafter more than 100 persons come a condolence, two of his sons are also generally vulgar persons, common work salary stratum.Hold funeral procession that day, I hold her portrait to walk on the front of taking part in a funeral procession the troops, street two alongside and without intermission let off firecrackers, according to the rules, which the house let off firecrackers me to kneel down to kowtow, three precinct chiefs' small streets I knelt several ten times, the really cool pants all knelt to break, the knee is getting more swollen, but I am very happy, grandmother be not what somebody, have no from cradle to the grave achievement can Ji can test without the merit, but she got people's high regard, people all say, grandmother person good.In the thesaurus of Chinese, like be docile.The rich man acts charitably means a lot of, repair bridge to build road, do a school to set up a hospital, subsidize Gu few aged and weak, the kind had.But to poor people, the docile is an useless pronoun.Father says that Japanese devil came in 1939, grandmother took four kids run away from disaster, his many 2 years old younger brothers got sick, the person of hometown from the same road saw her, a women take fours very pitiful kid, advise her to send the person the younger brother, also is to seek a way out for him, grandmother Be not willing to, flow to fix attention on tears to say, which you damn fool like this small most , I am also unwilling.The grandpa killed for Japanese devil, the aunt was 45 years old at that time, 11 uncle Suis of father were 9 years old, grandmother got a few kids to want rice all the way and slept a temples church, and father said that he still once slept coffin, the condition was very hard.Arrived south Chang she has to the somebody else who smallly sends to one letter from home Buddha, the kid sent to walk.She was like to drop a soul and had no peace of mind day and night and had no in a couple of days, she could not stand and ran 100 many inside road, the somebody else who cry to beg to keep and raise returns the kid to her and says to is dead to is to live one family together, afterwards this brother-in-law's uncle still dies of illness in the road run away from disaster.Grandmother says that this is the life, I devoted.Father says that her heart is too kind, always has mercy on other people, in fact she is most a wretch, whole life weariness from overwork, have never lived a good life, for the sake of the sons and daughters, for the sake of the others.If I believe a father, I see with own eyes she once helped many fall a difficult person.Three year natural disaster, the extent of disaster of Anhui is the heavy,cheap oakley sunglasses sale a day a dress Shan the ragged middle age women take two noodles Huang Ji Shou's kid and come to my house and beg, that year food is very rarely seen, we eat sweet potato every day, grandmother makes the that girl have one meal with kid and returned a dollar Qian Er Jin food ticket to her, that woman flows tears and says, the mother-in-law is a great kind heart, make two children kowtow for grandmother, grandmother starts to pull a kid and says, the person always has already encountered difficult of time, need not thank.Grandmother the public praise is very good in the neighbor, she takes pleasure in help others, the neighbors old man gets sick, the kid cries and screams, she comes a help on her own initiative, landlord little pair of spring onion, the west borders on a short root garlic, once the somebody else shout, she makes me send.Is convenient with others convenient he or she, with artificial kind, the bodhisattva protects, grandmother this words often hang by the side of the mouth.However the life isn't the embodiment of people's wishes, the good person also not necessarily has a good report and meets this kind of matter, grandmother has a magic weapon, and that is to endure.It is finding shelter of grandmother to endure of originally, she often says to me, body the steady is steady everywhere find shelter, the all things endures to order and endures momentary all is calm and backs one-step boundless as the sea and sky, this words understand so much, but don't easy;Endure temporarily and easily, endure not easy during a lifetime, be like chairman Mao's his old man's house to say of, a person does a good matter not difficult, but do during a lifetime a good matter isn't easy.Grandmother says that she the mother bound feet for her in childhood, for marrying a good husband's family, the female kid at that time all wanted to bind feet, she cried bitterly her to yell, but she still kept enduring, one was life long laborious of the woman props up her is three inch gold lotus, should is how painful.She is 23 years old stay far away from home together with grandpa the small town do child labor and married a grandpa afterwards, the grandpa is a barber, work still efficient, is a good wager, grandmother says, the grandpa is on the wager table sometimes don't come down for two days and two nights, put his feet for 39 days in cold Shui-li don't also feel, all the long night, her one person stays by the side a kid and sheds tears early dawn alone, she endured, and marrying a man like this this is her life.Japanese devil came and killed his husband, she meekly tolerated insult negative heavy, take the kid of four end adults, make a long and difficult journey the last long distance, toss around more than ten counties, she with kid miracle sort the ground lived down, war against Japan victory behind returned to small county city again.Anti- the United States aids dynasty outbreak of war, she sends pediatric son ascend Korea front, that three years, she is how to endure to come over, pray every day, ascend to burn joss stick in temple monthly, hope son's letter every day, and then fear a letter, father says, serve as soldier together with uncle of have 23100 people, died 100 people, uncle's life is big, once gets hurt and lifted military officer afterwards.While being son five years later to see her grandmother is already full head grey hair.While being dressed in the uncle whom the soldier packs to contain to fix attention on tears to shout mama, grandmother dauts the uncle's wound and cried and smile.There is a matter that is what I personally experience, my house lives a housing project 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words Hong Sung Jyong Ni the cook backed lazy played  Yi wreath ǜ lazy Sung Jyong Mao Nuo silk Ψ Jian Ｈ the Tang faded and the Huan Wu said that herding α Kang is past and the Huan Wu said to shout orange Mao the  invaded to thank  Da Mi Nao promise Qian so the Qian awl played  B the vegetables blocked Huang Dan the  Tang faded Qiao Ji Kou Na  Di the ㄔ You knocked to flick Xia Qian luckily Mo??Frequently and in the sky drop a big round flat cake to also start to want early, this a words that is grandmother to often say.She is an efficient person, beat my remark to rise, have never seen her carefree to lead.The behind of my house is a moon mountain, I learned to cut wood with grandmother since the childhood. grew vegetables.She at after the hillside opened a vegetable plot and grew a cabbage. turnip.hot pepper.eggplant.garlic, what to grow at most is a pumpkin, she dug several ten soil duns and all grew pumpkin and also said, the pumpkin was a good thing, since when the vegetables is again rice.Each time while accepting pumpkin, home all the heap Be getting fuller, also send to eat for neighbors.Eat pumpkin every day at that time, pumpkin gruel, pumpkin paste and pumpkin a round flat cake, stir-fry pumpkin, cook pumpkin, deep-fried pumpkin, I satiated with eating, the pumpkin became a green food, is an eliminating of the dining table of the rich to loose now.After I go to a primary school, grandmother takes me to climb mountain to cut wood, she wanted whole width like a soldier while climbing mountain armed, comb hair first, then use black pack of turban a to in multiple layers bind good hair, the top of hill breeze is big, she is afraid cold.The bucket that grandmother wears trousers, the top of trousers beats two to fold and ties up fast with a breadth trousers belts again, can be to protect a waist to use.Most pay attention to of is feet, she wants to beat leggings first, from arrive feet under the knee, a circle ties up well, tie up bottom of trouser-leg in the leggings, walk like this powerful, finally redress small shoe.She walks very slowly, but firm, one step on moving, I am all the way small and run up mountain, arrived top of hill, sought flat ground, put a good carrying pole cordage, started cutting wood, summer 6:00 a.m. climbs mountain, till 9:00 cut wood, grandmother load firewood bottom what mountain walk is a little bit a cat and tread, be especially like the mold in nowadays and walk the set tread, I felt to have fun so much and wanted now at that time, really not easy, she experience how much pain and sufferings just come out this difficult one step.The sky of the overcast and rainy or evening grandmother is also few to is carefree, not is mend clothing be make dress, I wear of the shoes are mostly what she doeses.I at affected industry, grandmother is in one needle one needle Na shoe sole, the hair of flower white, wear old light the glasses spread all over the old face of Zhou line, expression coagulate, be like a wood-carved to deeply print in my brain.Grandmother is taking a kid during a lifetime, she takes big own children, brought up me, because divorcing of parents, grandmother gives me twice mother's love, she still once takes the uncle's daughter and also once take my younger brother younger brother.Once did babysitter, successively once took more than ten kids, 70 years old she isn't willing to be also carefree and hope that I get married earlier and say to take a kid for me, but have never waited until me to become a house she died, grandmother of my very busy whole life.I read many books afterwards, a lot of great men were like Lu fast, moxa all once said because of the Si Tans, one of the successful secrets was a frequently word, but the whole life of grandmother's diligence is so and directly so image, grandmother isn't the successful personage of customs meaning, she is again ordinary however of a person, but she is the moon mountain (the moon mountain is a home town small town behind a high mountain)in my heart, she is a mother of greatness.Grandpa Jian after dying, grandmother's taking a few kids is how to come overs, I have no completely and make clearly up to now, father says that grandmother looks after child for people to be babysitter, liberation front of condition of the market not clear, 56, is babysitter for a month for 56 dollars, the host good at the time of holidays and New Year sends some gift.Still have already made dress for person, do laundry.The father and uncle is 78 years old to rise and then be a peddler, sell a cigarette, claw son and fruit candy, back the box is along the street call sell, can stick belly.Is a little bit big and then do coolie, arrive an another city dealer to order goods to sell, say with the words in nowadays, be wholesale and retail, that day not lead, usually get the police's stick, be subjected to blackmail of a ground of ruffian's rascal.Buy to resell goods whole oneself have to pick and walks 7810 insides is a very common matter for a day, an uncle beats to put son on the road and poured in the wayside to sleep for 56 hours and chased grandmother urgently bad.Can have no idea, like still have to do.Is poor to force making a living of grandmother's careful and detailed calculations.The principle that grandmother runs a household is thrifty in food and expenses, the stanza dress shrinks a food, liberation before although the day is bitter,she holds to hold tidily.The father had a work after relieving, the uncle served as soldier again, home life condition compare past a good many, but she is still thrifty in food and expenses.All of the eggs of home were the chickens for keeping to living in childhood of, the vegetable was what oneself grew, grandmother sometimes also bought vegetables, generally buy in the afternoon will be a little cheaper, she often arrived a river the side bought fish and particularly bought the hair flower fish,baseball hats two cents, money is a catty of, a dollar money buys one blue son and washed quiet spread stem, use and fry in oil flavor very good.She sees on the road the useful thing pick up, what cardboard box.piece of cloth.break lousy iron of copper.the chicken hair duck hair, many a pickle makes a mickle, sell to accept ragged.Once ate watermelon, the melon skin canned stir-fry vegetables, the dried melon seeds dries in the sun, can stir-fry to eat.Impression the most deep kill a chicken each time, she wants to carefully peel off the 1 F of the chicken rolls(chicken stomach) inside skin, and the chicken Juan skin is a Chinese herbal medicine, can sell 2 cents money.??My clothes shoes mostly is also what grandmother doeses, stick a ground cloth head on the hull son with the paste, an in multiple layers the paste dry in the sun so much and fold together, a needle front-linely Na good, do shoe sole, fructify and comfortable, a pair of shoe want to do for 23 days, thousand needles ten thousand lines want to spend how much effort.??What poor people fears is to get sick, deal with general small illness, grandmother has plenty of a way and has loose bowels to drink several wine steeped with the red bayberry and burned to wipe some river's lard and suffered a sunstroke a skin scraping, get a toothache contain cool water, these soil squares still really take care of to order to use, sometimes she returns to order spirit to treatMethod, whenever I catch a cold to get a fever, she spreads on my head with a piece of wet towel and comfort me several, then take a cup, pack a half Zhong rice, cover with the handkerchief, sway on my head first several bottom, go out inside in the lane son, a side spreads rice one noodles cry, the down feeds and come back!Voice point thin leisurely long, from far arrive near, receive in the middle of the Long I feel get lost of the soul is in calling of grandmother again come back, lead 12 day, my disease like, this way really works properly and grew up I know to catch a cold for general 35 days and then will be good, but the close relatives' consolation will make condition good quicker.??Grandmother likes to tell a story and likes to tell the story of ghost, she speaks of the ghost be a little bit like the ghost in the Pu loose age 《chat Zhai 》 , mostly kind.She says that the person is to have soul, the person walked soul still at.Go to school I know that this am the superstition, the materialism doesn't believe ghost.But soul?Are ghost and soul a thing?But can not remember clearly, the philosopher in all ages has no who say the clear, the religion thinks that the person is to have soul, that is in the heaven.People live in those Englishes souls that don't die of felling, are those great spirits a soul?Grandmother though she has already walked a lot of years of, she still always appears before my eyes, I feel the soul that grandmother is me.


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